NOT MUCH TO SAY

IT SEEMS THAT I JUST DON'T HAVE MUCH TO SAY

IF I TALKED IT WOULD NOT MAKE SENSE ANYWAY.

I HAVE JUST BEEN IN ONE OF THOSE MOODS TODAY.

I FEEL LIKE I AM JUST LIVING TO MEET THE DUES I PAY.



I HOPE TO BE BACK SOON IN A BETTER FRAME OF MIND.

JUST ONE OF THOSE THINGS WE DEAL WITH, YOU KNOW WHAT KIND.

I AM WONDERING IF I AM LOOKING THROUGH EYES THAT ARE BLIND?

MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ARE TIED IN A KNOT, THE ROPE IN A BIND.



TAKE CARE OF THE SITE WHILE I DEAL WITH THESE THINGS IN MY LIFE.

NOTHING TO REALLY WORRY ABOUT JUST NOISE IN MY EARS THAT OF A FIFE.

I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH ANY MORE TROUBLE, DEFINITELY NO MORE STRIFE.

I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE BEEN KICK IN THE HEAD, BODY STABBED WITH A KNIFE.




Author's Notes/Comments: 

just having one of those DOWN moments.... I will get over this.... take care and I will return....

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Theodore august Johnson's picture

renee with not much to say oh my this i had to read this canna happen many days what a chalenge to keep so quiet for such a prolific talker though ive felt a similar way im glad you find more to say when i take my turn at quiet perhaps ill have as good friends as you waiting in hope for my voice returning ted

Roz Turner's picture

Hi Renee Oh, I really do hope everything is coming back smelling roses for you. You dont deserve any pain...my prayers are with you and yours tonight. Roz :)

Roz Turner's picture

Hi Renee Just read this one and oh, cant so many of us relate to what you are saying. If there is anything we can do... just give us a buzz! Nice read! Roz :)

eltrue's picture

Hi Renee...it's amazing how having a down day can bring the blues right out of the heart and when you write them down on paper (computer) it creates a release. This bluesy soul type of poem just brought out your love for the written word. I always find it amazing when such beauty comes out of sadness....ah!! we all have a heart......Eric.

Ashley Hommel's picture

I feel your pain. In the same mood myself. Sad thing is i can't seem to shake it and can't get sleep.Good thing is I've been writing good poetry:)

Rachelle Wiegand's picture

Renee' I understand and relate to your need for reclusing in order to sort some things out. I do respect that. I am sending you a smile :) and a prayer that you know that you are loved. :) Please do check in with one of the gang and let us know that all will be ok. And it will all be ok, Sweetie.

Michelle Noel's picture

Ok my friend. Though the writing is great as always, the subject matter concerns me and I feel terrible that I didnt see this before. Renee....I am always here for you ok. Let me know if you want to talk. Michelle

Kristine Snow's picture

Hi Renee, Thanks, again, for telling us all how it is! We all have those moments. (Check with me pretty much ANY Sunday afternoon - long story - but I am blue then!) But reading this helps you understand you aren't alone, we ALL have feelings like this! Hope you are up and kickin ass again soon! LOL

Tim Marshall's picture

HEY I DON'T CARE IF ITS JUST A POEM OR TRUE,LET ME KNOW WHAT I CAN DO IT HURTS TO FEEL YOUR SADNESS AND WE ALL GO THRU THE SHIT ZOO AT TIMES SHIT ZOO DON'T KNOW HOW THAT POPPED OUT HURRY BACK,RETURN TO RENEE'