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Only 14 finding I hurt quite a few

And I'm not sure exactly what to do

Feelings have collided

Not a single subsided

Each one still lurks in the back of my brain

Sometimes causing a reminiscent pain

A pain that I had caused

A pain that never paused

I'm sorry for sometimes being untrue

I'm sorry for what I did to you

I tried not to lie I feel like a did

I always found lies I had hid

Some were to allow hope

And I had to find a way to cope

Some were to hide my feelings

But you always broke through the peelings

But this time it's not the same

And I take all the blame

I understand what I've done

Cause it would have not begun

If I had left my foolish way

Not causing such a fray

And looked at the bigger picture

With all this stricture

You rekindled my heart

You inspired my art

You showed me new things

You gave me my wings

And all for what?

This deep cut

The way I had treated you

That I try to subdue

It?s all becoming clear

Every passing year

How much I need to grow

From what I truly show

I think I'm mature

But now I?m not sure

I?m told that I am

But I?m like a clam

I hide and I wait for a person I can trust

If I care, it?s usually lust

I find this person and I end up hurting

And then I cause disconcerting

The memories don?t go away

And they all seem to stay

The pain just seems to increase

I fear they?ll never cease

They stay cause I know I was wrong

So I will never move along

Won?t leave so I don?t hurt again

And won?t forget the pain

The pain that I brought

I did not mean distraught

This shouldn?t have happened to you

I hope you know what I say is true

All you ever did was help me learn

About myself and what I yearn

And look what I showed in gratitude

A really fucked up attitude

Again I say gomenasai

You know I mean it you can see me cry

So much behind that lil word

Cause I Feel sorry for what had occurred





Inspired by: I don?t remember

Created on: 2003