Dear Mom

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Dear Mom,

I haven't talked to you in so long,Did I do something wrong?I never ment to hurt you,or say I didn't care.But you acted the same,So I only thought it was fair.Your love,I needed so much,Needed your motherly touch.You left when I was two,Ashamed of me were you?From such a long distance I tried to be a good daughter.But my love you only did slaughter.Gave up on you,When I realized you weren't come home.Never did I think you'd leave me alone.Some mother you tend to be,Won't ever there for me.I've grown up so much,Grown up in my own special way,Without a mother to bring me back when I stray.Your son,My brother,Don't you care for him at all?Left him when he was still pretty small.A sixth month old infant,Was left with his alcoholic dad.For a minute did you stop and think you've done something bad?Now,I know you wonder why I hate you with a burning passion,So I'll tell you in an orderly fashion.You were never there when I needed you most,Never there when I felt like shit.You only split.I don't regret what I'm about to say,Be helping myself in a good way.I care nothing for you,And never will.Your life I don't care if you fulfill.After leaving your kids without a word.No goodbye,No call to say I love you,Made us very blue.But,Without a doubt.Just leave me alone,Leave me to the dark and unknown.



                  Love Always,

                           ~`Laura`~

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hey,
I really can relate to this poem. My mom was never there for me either and she chose drugs over all of her children, and she is doing it again. i tried to love her but i hate hernow. She has a 18 month old baby that she chooses drugs over now. I love her so much. Well if you get a chance take a look at some of my poems.
byebye
jacki