Wish for my last heart beat.

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April 2007

Tears fall freely from my eyes.



Eyes that are weary and tired.



It took forever it seems for one tear to form.



I thought all hope for crying had expired.









Heart broken in a million shattered pieces.



They fall to the ground...one by one.



and there they lie for the whole world to see.



One piece for each time I would have rather felt numb.









Can you hear the sound?



No, you cant, for silence is all that is around.



Silence that is so disturbing and so painful.



and the one thing that you would give anything to kill.









Hunger; Cant fill what has been craved.



Salvation is too far gone, knowing that I cant be saved.



The mask you see is what I use to hide the pain



I hold back what I am feeling, as to not come off as insane.







Dying. Nothing short of dying will salvage this soul.



Heart jet black, its turned to coal.



Burning on the inside, burning down to the core.



Bleeding as everyones wish, and they still beg for more.







Not sure why I continue to live.



Afraid that there is not much more for me to give.



Comfort is not my strength, I crumble.



Words are my weakness, It is like I wear a muzzle.







I cant express in words how I feel.



But the look in my eyes show that my pain is beyond real.



A tear will silently, yet deadly fall



And I will put up my guarding wall.







I will crack under the pressure, I will lose in defeat.



I will continually wish for my last heart beat.



I am on the verge of life and death.



Oh how I wish for my very last breath.


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I can totally relate to this one, many times last week, I have felt the same way...to understand this, read "Take Advantage 3" in the Violations 10 folder, and other folders throughout, but that one poem should really get my point across a bridge or two

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Since Destroyed