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Celebration of My Contamination
First I miss you, when I see you I wanna kiss you,
frisk you, and without second thoughts, diss and dismiss you
great you, treat you different than those who mistreat you
complete you, besmeech you, eat you, then beat you
fast ass is crafty, don't ask me when you pass me
so sassy and nasty, knowing how when women act catty
you still hold the title of other significant
you're brilliant, even though our personality is different
my outer shell lopsided, misguided....
collided with my inner, yet I fight to hide it
considering you could've had better men, but then again...
it could darken my heart like melanin
the profile you obtain, your attitude is sustained
no lane to gain, the word insane is running trains in my brain
I became a name you despised, realizing the lies that lie
in the eyes of a guy who cried cuz his pride was denied
in the rise of silent violence, I can't rely on self reliance
though your defiance stand timeless, just couldn't define it
standing deep in the shadows...hollow, no motto for tomorrow
take my hand if you dare to follow, if you know what I know
the wealth of health equates to knowledge of self
that's been mustered and disgusted and locked in the shelf
through your days I have pleased, teased and appeased
squeezed and diseased, making promises that I'll never leave
that's why I hate the kind of fate that may create
may be late to debate, this 3-8 will set it straight.........
