When I had it back, I didn't want it!

When I had it back,
I didn't want it!
cause it wasn't the same
tainted, diseased and old memories
It was no longer mine
it was has been
what once lived died
even though it hurt and I cried
I could not deny
we were living a lie
more like playing house
I learned what you were all about
So I made a hard decision
to leave it alone
sometimes breakups aren't made for makeups
but for wakeups
things aren't always what they seem
it's not about being by myself, being alone
missing you waiting by the phone
it's about self respect
what little I have left
what I can regain is my last name
try to relive it
and it just brings back the pain
So I choose to forget it
and move on
it's bittersweet
cause what I thought we shared was a bond.

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