Confessions of Those Who Wait Forever

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2006

Sometimes I turn into something that I don't want to be,

Sometimes I let the people I love slowly destroy me,

Sometimes I am oblivious to things that I should see,

I'm willing to change who I am...

Sometimes I spiral downward into a void of despair,

Sometimes I tend to believe what isn't there,

Sometimes I don't appreciate the ones who really care,

I'm willing to change who I am...

Sometimes I push myself further than I should go,

Sometimes I pretend not to believe what I know,

Sometimes I don't let my emotions show,

I'm willing to change who I am...

Sometimes I bite off more than I can chew,

Sometimes I say I know when I don't even have a clue,

Sometimes I tell myself that I don't really love you,

I'm willing to change who I am...

Sometimes I hurt myself to see if I'm still here,

Sometimes I view things as more then they appear,

Sometimes I pretend I'm not afraid of those I fear,

I'm willing to change who I am...

Sometimes I cut myself so deep that I bleed,

Sometimes I can't find the courage to succeed,

Sometimes I take more then what I really need,

I'm willing to change who I am...

Sometimes I feel so incomplete,

Sometimes I relive a past that I dread to repeat,

Sometimes I must be hurt before I admit defeat,

I'm willing to change who I am...

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I really like this one. Because it seems like you ARE writing it to yourself. It's like you're writing out all your 'confessions' so you can be ready to change them, you know? I really liked it.