Bloody Tears

I struggles to Breath,

I struggles not to cry,

Hardly resisting picking up the razor at my side,

Desiring the sting of the blade,

Running wild in a pain filled rage,

The only way to tell you is upon this page,

I hate you but I hate her even more,

Knew the feeling would grow a million times deeper then before,

I love you,

You were my everything, my life,

But this heart wont beat past midnight,

Be with her love her,

I’m not longer your second hand lover,

Finally putting my struggle to rest,

Deep gashes across my chest,

I give in I confess,

I read what I wasn’t supposed to,

Knew this day would come true,

You got over me shouldn’t I get over you?

Dreamed of marring you,

Dreaming of mutilating her,

Slow or fast which do you prefer,

As long as there’s blood it will feed my need,

I hate her I cant wait to see her bleed,

The voices in my head say I’m insane,

Her death equals my happiness,

You still fell in love doesn’t change my loneliness,

Tears In my eye’s but I refuse to cry,

Gashes across my chest n now my wrists,

I stand In a bloody mist,

Look in your eye’s one last kiss,

Tears stream down your face,

I wipe the blood from your face,

Last words I hear you speak,

Bloody insane.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

wrote july 10th

View follow_the_knyht's Full Portfolio
THE PSYCHO's picture

I think this poem is awsome..........wow!!!!!!!!!!
you really know your poetry.
you should check out mine.