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Sick of having everything

I dont need.

To sit and watch

a life to be.



Having strength

and plenty of

is something I dont have

that dictates my love.



I try

but its not enough

I lie

when life seems too tough

I cry

after all has been said

when im knee deep to my head.

such time equals death.



And im still to scared

to react on my thoughts.

To watch you be happy

with everything he has bought.

Im laughing to myself

at what I must do

but this wont solve the problem

for one and one is two.



Too many problems

not enough cures.

Lacking misunderstanding

for this I am sure.

maybe its me

maybe its not

stop laughing at me

cause im scared you will be shot.

Thats not what I have

its all I got...

laugh again

and I will be at the top..



Of your life

and mine too

once again I will find my way

to pursue..

Happiness

and my goals

together equals more.



For this I open up my eyes.

And realize.



Its all just a dream

as your here by my side

I cant explain...

maybe its the future.

Advanced....is the pain...

For now I will relax

and prepare for such shame........