H On The Way

As much as I can, and even then perhaps more
Anything to change the way I feel or seem to seeWaiting to ride the horses
Waiting to ride the horses
I'm just waiting soon I know she comes
Held over on brick weed, blues and Absolut.
here horse horse
Hey, I thought there was a drug problem in this country.
Waiting for that flow of china white.
It’s ok though no one knows.
Refuse to surrender no matter how hard
This seems sometimes to be
Dying is easy, living is something else to be
Did you really want this something
Or something else to somehow be
All for nothing
It’s all for nothing
Take a shot now
Continiue on the way your going see
Just to see what awaits you
This is the nature of human suffering
It’s on the inside
It’s on this great chain
This great big chain of being.

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Raine Meadows's picture

Say it ain't so. I hope you've recovered (is that the proper terminology?). It would be a shame if someone like you just dropped dead one day. Great work, though. I'd tell you how I feel about it, but I'm afraid you'd think me naive...

Angel Incognito's picture

I think I've changed my mind; this is now my favorite piece of your work. I like your writing style...I also have a fondness for poetry posessed of a unique style. Words can be just as beautiful without perfect rhyme and meter. -Angel

Rachelle Wiegand's picture

Grey, Do you prefer that over Fenris? I've seen it both ways here at the site. Anyway, Grey I have been reading some of your poetry here, and I find it ery interesting. You base it all on your experiences, and your poetry is very intelligent, so I am assuming the same about you. I have read about some of your "chaos" that you have gone/going through and I feel for you, my friend. I have a piece that is about a woman, but it actually reminded me of you. In a good way. it is called "Out of her head" and it is actually about myself. I share this with you only so that you know that I can relate to your problem, and I am not talking out of my ass. I want to share with you something that has helped me tremendously to deal with those issues in my life. It is meditation and Zen buddhism. Get on the net and get some info. on it, I think that you will find that whether you are a spiritual or not, it is peaceful and comforting. I liked this poem, Grey. It shows your struggle.