The day She Tried

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deep within.

Nothing will let her forget the day ,the day she tried to take her own life away .
She thinks of all the pain she caused to thee ,of all his pain he soon will be free .
She swallows two , then another three , she keeps on going till the bottle falls empty next to her .
As she lay's to slip away she wonders how did she get to this day , this day of letting go .
She starts to feel the poision , the poision in her veins it starts to flows .
He walks in still screaming and shouting , he sees the empty bottle but still doubting.
He doubts what she has done , but soon in disbelif he becomes stunned .
How many he screams , how many did you take ? she tells him "enough to not let me wake ."
He begins to yell , his eyes begin to swell up with tears " How can you do this you have many more years "
He scurries to his feet , knowing her heart is getting weaker with every passing beat .
He rushes her to the hospital , not knowing her fate he tells her how much he hates her it is all he can dictate .
He tells me how he hopes for her to die , all she can do is laugh and cry .
She cries saying " I am trying " She laughs in his face saying this " My ass you can kiss ".
When they get to the hospital she is way far gone laughing , crying , screaming and wanting death more .
They rush her through huge doors , undressing her , prepping her for the worst ,
They strap her down from head to feet , they check her heart which it is weak .
The last she hears anyone say " Why do people do this on the most beatiful days ?"
she feels her life slipping away what she comes to next is hard to say .
She seed herself a outer body experiance, She will soon be gone of this existence .
"I am not affraid" she tells this person standing next to her , they say wait their is something you should see .
We come to this place filled with childrens laughter and play , " why dont you want to stay ? "
She see's her children in the crowd he says " They are beatiful you should be proud "
She asked him 'Why would they be better with me ?" He says " you are their mom that is what they need "
He leans in and kisses her cheek , her vision of him becomes weak .
She hear's him say one last thing " Don't give up on them they are your everything "
She opened her eyes It takes her a moment to relize she is still on this earth and alive .
She begin's to cry , not in disapointment but in relief that her children will not have to grieve .
She is happy to be here today , She love's her children and for them she prayed .
She pray's to keep them safe in life and how she is greatful to hold them each and every night .

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A true eye opening , encounter , that I first wrote with me in it . Decided to use a differant perspective in telling the story in a nother persones story ..

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MatthewWayne's picture

:) very powerfully worded and

:) very powerfully worded and just beautiful to read!


"I am my own sort of strange, a supernova of madness and brillance. Forced to share the same space and time. Sane enough to not be seen, yet not crazy enough to be heard." -- Matthew Wayne

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Thank you

glad you enjoyed it ...


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

SSmoothie's picture

I totally understand!

That's how I feel. But I'm. Too lucky in so many ways it would be rude for me to ignore the great stuff I have in mylife :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

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I am loving this conversation! :D

Itfeeds my soul! Thankyou! Hugs SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

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everyone

Everyone needs their soul feed , ..And poetry feeds mine , and I am 100% sure it feeds every poets soul . Poetry to me is from the soul the deep within ...


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

SSmoothie's picture

Amen!

Sister! Rock on! ;)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

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you both write

You both write beatiful, some of the poems y'all hve written i can totally relate , others not so much , but still are written well . I just hope one day my eyes can open wider and my heart open more towads other things instead of writting constantly bout the wrong oin my life ... But I write when i feel I can not speak about the feelings I feel ... it flows better on paper than out of my mouth ...


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

SSmoothie's picture

This is excellent!

I think your story is powerful, I was captivated by it. I have a real interest in out-of-body experiences and astral travel and I understand elements o this story. A great write thank you SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am