Never There

Through the entire year we were with each other

I tried my best to be there as much as I could,

but I don't know why I went so far with you.

In the end it didn't do any good.



Every time I think about the time that we had

I remember those times that I tried to think things out,

but the words wouldn't come to me right.

Look where we ended up now...



You were never there when I needed you.

For so long I trusted that the things you said were true,

but now that it's over I can see clearly too.



I hope you're happy with the way things turned out,

so you can take your life and do what you want with it now.

I don't want anything to do with it anymore.

I won't make that mistake again I have no doubt...



You were never there when I needed you.

For so long I trusted that the things you said were true,

but now that it's over I can see clearly too.



So now I'm not there anymore for you to walk all over,

but I never wanted it to be this way.

I never wanted to feel like this for you.

One thing I hope you learned on that day...

is that I can feel pain just like you!



And when it happened that your karma came around

when it was your heart that hit the ground

I hope you remember how it felt

because now you've gotta play with the hand you dealt!



You were never there when I needed you.

For so long I trusted that the things you said were true,

but now that it's over I can see clearly too.



Oh, but through this I realized what was missing from my life

because when I fell he lifted me up.

Jesus took me from Satan's grasp saying "This one's MINE!"



He is always there when I need him.

Now and forever I know the things he says are truth,

and now that it's over I can see clearly too

That I wasn't meant to be with you...










Author's Notes/Comments: 

A few months ago someone smashed my heart.  Three days later I promised God that if he didn't do something to stop me I would end my life...I'm still here, though still a little broken, but Jesus Christ is putting me slowly back together.  Nothing in my life is more important than my faith in Christ.

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