I Lost It

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Someone looked at me today,

and they asked what I didn't want to hear.

"Where has the light in your eyes gone?"

I said "I lost it"

 

Someone talked to me today,

and pointed out the one thing I feared.

"You smile is gone."

I said "I lost it".

 

Someone came to me today,

and made one thing very clear.

"Where is the bounce in your step?"

I said "I lost it",

and then I lost it.

 

My soul feels like its dying, but I'm still right here trying

just to get by in my head.

I'm so tired of crying, but I can't just go on lying.

I feel like part of me's already dead,

but there's nothing I can do...

so I lost it.

 

I'm so tired of losing everything I love.

I can't stand to do anything, but pray to God above.

Here I am on my knees once again.

Praying for God to take me home to heaven.

 

I want to feel your healing hands,

I know you understand.

I wish you'd come back to me...because

 

My soul feels like its dying, but I'm still right here trying

just to get by in my head.

I'm so tired of crying, but I can't just go on lying.

I feel like part of me's already dead,

but there's nothing I can do...

so I lost it.

Oh I lost it.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Pretty much exactly what it says...God save me

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rblack952's picture

I've been there.

I have been in that point so many times.  I finished a new one "My Battle, My Story"  I feel like I have lost so many parts of me that at times I don't know who I am.  From crushed dreams to bleeding emotions.  But I know one thing, and that alone keeps me going.  That I am not alone, I have family and friends, guides in spirit.  If you ever need to talk you know how to get ahold of me.