Six in the Morning

It's six in the morning, I sit here wide awake

Thinking about another day I layed to waste.

Confusing a reality with a bitter driven fantasy;

Sometimes I wish I could just fade into a dream.



I stare out the window, watching the sun rise

Wondering why nothing is ever fair in this life.

I run a frustrated hand down my face, and I sigh

Sometimes I wish I could just dissapear and die.



I can see a butterfly flying gracefully in the air

Remebering how this violent pain is to much to bare.

I grit my teeth until I bleed and tug desprately at my hair

I hate myself so much, I don't understand why I even care.



I've been up all night, wondering why I bothered to try

Because no matter what, I always drift from the light.

I stare out the window, watching the sunrise;

Wondering why nothing is ever fair in this life.

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(August 26, 2007.)

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