Sadism

there is this mean streak that is

unquenched, retribution that is a lie,

an unstable morality, where wrong

can be right,

 

I deserve to be punished for who I

am, for giving in to my anger so easily,

and blaming others for my actions, I am a

liar

 

Will I let myself hurt anyone else?

no I choose to be alone to protect

people from my lies, to spare them

the pain of my immorality

 

Love should be denied to what is bad,

the darkness does not deserve the light,

too late it is for me to change,

I accept the low life that I am,

 

My pain doesn't matter,

I have learned to enjoy it,

this perverse mind, sadism,

keep me locked away in my mind,

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Don't feel sorry for me. Let me spare you the pain of knowing me. Only hate and pain will you find here.

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