A Fear Of Dying Alone

Struggling to find some happiness in life

Searching for a possible future wife

Wanting it so bad it makes me cry

Watching my whole life pass me by

I have a fear of dying alone

If I do, it's no one's fault, but my own

I'm a little too shy for my own good

I can't talk to girls, but I know that I should

But it seems that when I do they tend to leave me guessing

And still I just can't seem to learn my lesson

So I fall for the wrong ones and get my heart broken

Even after she promised I still caught her smoking

I guess I'm too trusting and that's my mistake

I take too much and I begin to break

This is far less better than far less worse

So I let out my fury and anger in curse

I sit in my bed and cry myself to sleep

All this confusion in my life causes me to weep

And I express myself by writing little poems

About why I have a fear of dying alone

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Stupid Girl's picture

Wow, greg, you hate god? What a surpries this is. Dear little miss *****. I am sorry that your cultist christianty group brainwashed you to go to anyone and call them such immature things such as "Buttface" (buttface?)but didn't they ever tell you that you don't tell people that they are going to hell because they don't follow your religon? Well, your going to hell because you don't follow mine!
Take That!
*Crystal*

Britt's picture

oh my gosh! you are such a buttface! how could you say you hate God? you're going to go to hell! Aren't you afraid of that? You will have to suffer for eternity because you don't believe. I don't want to see a hot guy like you go to hell. Please. He CAN help! luv ya

Amy Short's picture

hi...i just read this poem...i really like it. you have a way with words....hit me back!

Nicole S's picture

Hey i LOVE this poem it is alot like my fucked up life in fact with all the shes to hes and u just wrote about my life--

lily's picture

I love you.