My confession.........

 

When I heard that you were pregnant, I was shocked but reluctant, the love I
felt for you built a great hope which was true. Hearing what was true
crushed my motives of being with you! But the thought of losing you
crushed me even the more. Am only 19 but I feel like fighting for you,
With love as my only backup plan, I will run and finish this race with
you in my arms., but hold on, for this plan rests upon your opinion. You
are scared that your wound cannot be repaired, not even by love. Don’t
feel forced by me, I am just lost without you. I will wait, when you
feel like not talking to anyone besides the only ones who are your
family, I will wait. When your mind is congested with thoughts of
relationships and you can’t take anymore, i will wait. When you feel
like you don’t love me the way you should, I will wait. When you feel
like you don’t want to see me, I will wait and lean on my love for you.
Chipo am cripple without your audience, your strange silence overwhelms
my mind with sadness unexplained. Yet, even so I will wait. Times are
hard when love is bitter, but what greater crimes to commit than those
of the heart. War has been declared and I will not fall, though I crawl
in my finances like a baby, I Tell you to hold on and do not let go but
please whisper a lot of hope to help me carry on. Lo! Your baby is now
born, innocent as a lamb led to be slaughtered; only a victim of double
ignorance, I wish not to scratch on your wounds but longing only to
patch however I could, My love, My words are few, “that you only give me
a chance to wait for you, I love you!”  i will wait for you.
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