Almost every day, I keep searching,
My inner self, my hidden strength;
When this place begins suffocating,
I struggle in my helpless state.
Within this body, I feel empty,
Restless beneath my skin;
Trying to smile, trying to be happy,
As my mind and soul give in.
I am lost and hopeless, indeed,
Learning to live, learning to breathe;
I exist like a fragile seed,
Encased, awaiting my rebirth.
Someday, somehow, I will be fine,
I’ll grow strong, become my best;
My self, my soul, my body, my mind
Will be free from this unrest--
…helpless, restless, and hopeless.
That was a nice way to write about your ambition.