Helpless, Restless, Hopeless

Almost every day, I keep searching,

My inner self, my hidden strength;

When this place begins suffocating,

I struggle in my helpless state.

 

Within this body, I feel empty,

Restless beneath my skin;

Trying to smile, trying to be happy,

As my mind and soul give in.

 

I am lost and hopeless, indeed,

Learning to live, learning to breathe;

I exist like a fragile seed,

Encased, awaiting my rebirth.

 

Someday, somehow, I will be fine,

I’ll grow strong, become my best;

My self, my soul, my body, my mind

Will be free from this unrest--

 

…helpless, restless, and hopeless.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A poem about feeling lost, and slowly learning how to find myself again.

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jgupta's picture

That was a nice way to write about your ambition.