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I’m tired I’m trying to run away

But these chains want me to stay

I can't be here don't have fear

I'm alone by myself to survive



I'm trying to find my way

But the silence has fade

I'm coming to you

Alone and confused



I find way back to my original place

I slit my wrist and try to take my vains

This drug addiction got me so fucked up

I can't even think about giving up

Don't want to leave a place that was straight

And now i know i need my life to save conquer my fate



I was put in a room with padded walls with a straight jacket on

Going insane from disturbing images I've seen in the halls

I might as well try to fix it up but i got no bandages

So who do i talk to i need help in a anonymis

I stuck inside with all that i dealt

Their torture was my only escape

Addiction to Heaven for pain



I’m tired I’m trying to run away

But these chains want me to stay

I can't be here don't have fear

I'm alone by myself to survive



I'm trying to find my way

But the silence has fade

I'm coming to you

Alone and confused



I tried to stay clean but the kept giving me morphine

I went to the group studies but that took away my money

I set myself up for another control i lost and fell back so i stole

I spraypainted and killed for one shot of those pills

I laid huddle inside a garbage can

Dirty and beaten like a homeless man

When he tries to survive by sleeping in a cardboard box

Begging for money so he can by cocaine rocks

I'm powerless laying in my own piss and blood

Because of my addiction i show myself no love



I'm tired I'm trying run away

But these chains want me to stay

I can't be here don't have fear

I'm alone by myself to survive



I'm trying to find my way

But the silence has fade

I'm coming to you

Alone and confused



Now that I'm healthy

I can buy myself a house and get married

I can put a pool in my yard to keep my happy

No more of their lies that were making me sick

I'll plan a trip to hawai and never give in

Even though i may be 10 years straight I'll always remember the day i conquered my fate

No racism in my mind no more card board box

No begging innocent civilians so i can buy more cocaine rock

I'm straight as i can be left alone no more epalepsy or insomia amnisia or cocain

I'm calm and i got no pressure or dieses

I'm holding my self-saying I do to my future wife heather as she pleaded

I love and adore not giving up any more

Left all my disadvantages to find someone else

Cause with my drug addiction i didn't hurt anyone but myself.

That’s the why i had to do it

to live and get through with it

I won't quit steal spray paint kill or beg like as a homeless man in pain

I'll never be alone  as long i have him to take my hand

Oh yeah my hand

Yeah my hand



I’m tired I’m trying to run away

But these chains want me to stay

I can't be here don't have fear

I'm alone myself to survive



I'm trying to find my way

But the silence has fade

I'm coming to you

Alone and confused



And never give in

Never give in you all

Never give in

Never give in you all



(fade)I'm trying to find my way

But the silence has fade (fade)

I'm coming to you

Alone and confused.