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When the One Thing that Causes You Pain Is All You've Ever Wanted
It's a mystery how I can keep tou so down
But still make you so high
And i wonder why you stay
When you know how easily
I could turn into just another face in the crowd
Of someones you used to hold dear
Your own mind creates the illusion
You love me and I am the only light in the dark
Because you are so obsessed with wanting
Needing
The feeling of love in your life
And you say sometimes it's like me or no one
Because there will never be anyone else the same
You say you will never give up
Even though i am in someone else's arms
As you silently promise yourself victory
You say I broke your heart
When I never held it to begin with
You say I make you happy
When I know you're dying inside
You need someone who will make you happy
Wiout calling upon sadness and anger
And forcing you into a non-sleep
Where nothing but bad thoughts sswirl around you
Someone who won't carry on
And pretend nothing's wrong
When they know you'r hurting
Because of something they did
Somee who will never make you hurt
Someone who will make you believe
You dserve more
Than the house your walls of sadness
Have built for you
Someone who will listen and speak
At only the righht times
And know what to say and do
Whenever you get into one of your moods
Someone who can hold you forever
Making sure that your dominoes
Never tumble over each other
Forming a line all the way
To blood on the bathroom floor
But
You'll never understand
That there's much more out there
