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Angsty Teen Years

When the smiles fade all that's left is the pain.

What do I do with that?

How do I keep going when it feels like there's nothing left?

When it seems the only thing I really love is being slowly pulled away.

Sometimes I think, if I ended my existence,

It'd make your life better.

Maybe make things easier.

I wonder though would you really truly miss me?

Is she going to take my place?

Or is she just a fling?

And will it stop, because if it won't

Then my life will.

I can't stand the thought of the you with her.

Talking, laughing.

Doing god only knows what else.

It tears me apart.

I want to trust you,

And for you to trust me.

I want it to be only the two of us.

Being faithful to each other.

I want us to grow old together.

Because without you,

I'm nothing.

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