Friend

I can't have a friend,

with this life I chose.

You don't even trust me,

enough to leave.

To leave the house,

for just an hour.

You don't understand me,

and I still stand by you.

I knew you would do this,

make me feel pain,

so that I wouldn't befriend him.

But you try and cover it up.

you push me away,

and I'm the bad one.

All I want is someone to talk to.

But you don't understand,

and you never will.

Why do you hurt me with your jealousy?

God how old are we?

It's not fair and it doesn't change.

Did you not hear the vows I made?

How can you hurt me so bad?

Why do you assume the worst of me?

I knew you would do this,

I knew you'd hurt me.

I can't have a friend,

with this life I chose.

I can't even find a friend in you.

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heatherburns35's picture

Friends are most important in
life. They will be there when
needed most. I enjoyed friend.

Afzal Shauq's picture

love this poem, specially last stanza where you are worried to say....

Why do you assume the worst of me?
I knew you would do this,
I knew you'd hurt me.
I can't have a friend,
with this life I chose.
I can't even find a friend in you

I can know that you are hurt in pain long ago..but thanks you are secure with a great loving b.f chris.... hope you will go and go on aginst and leave the worries behind... well done katherine..

jsb87uk's picture

This poem makes me so sad.
I want to break my heart for you. No one should ever feel trapped in their relationship x