Wadded Up
Crumble you up
Like a mistaken sheet in a sketch book,
Drain its wayward color from my life
To puddled hues
On the floor,
Toss the wad to the heap
Of misguided lines and realities,
What I want and what is there
Don’t meet in the width of pencil lines,
Perspective a-kilter-ed,
not meeting the horizon line,
Not even a study in abstraction
But a distillation of the red of the heart
Seeping into the fibers of the paper
Rendering it failed and destroyed
And utterly useless
Except as filler in a hole.
Mustard and Teals
Oh, I don’t know,
Mustard and teal was never my thing
Until she brought the ivy in
And placed it on the hall table and said,
We’ve arrived.
The branches of oak outside
Filled the foyer window as we peeled the paper
From the walls.
Layer and layer,
Peel by peel,
Until, we arrived, as she said,
Clinging to the lath and plaster
The last and original
Shred of
Yesteryear
In mustard and teal green.
It has to go, I said.
I know, she said.
But wait, and with watercolor and brush
Dug from the sewing room box
She reproduced it on the back
Of a housewarming greeting card
In Yellow Ochre and Vermillion Green
As I peeled the mite soaked paper
To its demise.
When all was done
She snapped a photo of our shaker style hallway
Fit for a contemporary architectural digest
Framed it with the wallpaper watercolor
Hung it on the wall
Near the window with the oak branches peering
Through the window of the hall watching,
The ivy on the entry table,
Sitting
That said,
They’ve arrived.
Wood and Severed Heads
It was a morning of sorts
Made of wood and
Severed heads.
They'd walked along the canal
That night and spoke
Of witches’ tales and
Genealogical unveilings,
That he was a son of a Jew
Living in silence of his birthright,
Heads rolling and a
Crucifix attached to stone walls.
The day at noon couldn’t compare,
So they made love
To ease the pain.
Why did you reach out then,
Speaking of your lost maturity?
Why did you break
Your silence?
Hearing a deeper thought than your own
It manifested and malignified
In your heart to
Bring the disconnected head
Down to the air around your life.
Speak, do it and frighten it off.
Sonorously, the echoes of the caravan
Vibrate so intensely
You organize in shame,
And disappear again above the canal
Bobbing with corpses and body bags,
Deep depravity knows deep despair,
To keep-yourself-alive feelings,
Stubbed life, on the corner of failure,
Heaped in piles of excrement.
It was a morning
Of severed heads
And wood.
He Said I Shared
He said I shared the color of his mother’s eyes,
And would I like to see?
A photo by chance,
from under his bed,
I thought,
A walk to the shelf
for an album of dust?
Perhaps.
No, the eye,
that was made for,
and worn by, the her
That bore him.
The Italian side,
of brown eyes,
gone to hazel with age.
The one lost in an accident,
to be found
in her son’s closet
Decades and eons later,
Following her demise.
I declined.
The first poem deployed its
The first poem deployed its metaphor very powerfully indeed!!!
Starward-Led [in Chrismation, Januarius]