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Irrational Thoughts from a Reasonable Mind.



This irrational illness

Irrational disease,

Is smothering me softly,

Like a velvet dream,

Sleeping so calmly

But a nightmare inside,

I've woken up before,

I don't want to this time.



My dreams never end

But I begged them to begin

I can't face another long night

Tell me why I should?

Selfishness is sleepiness

Twisted like my mind,

They become the same thing

Cosy eroding my mind



Could you open me up?

Because I know that I can't,

There is blood on the walls,

And its fresh on my fingers,

It’s so deep, but so empty

It’s just like me

It’s pathetic and it’s pointless

But you need it to live



Because so what I'm different?

So what if I'm not?

It’s the same to me

It’s the thought that counts

My dreams never came true

My nights are too long

It’s tearing my mind

Because I can't keep this up

My mind is shaking

Up and down to the point

Where misery and loneliness

Are normal for me,

I was never really happy

Or thrilled to be alive,

But during the day time,

You made me glad I survived,

And when you leave me,

Every night in to bliss,

Of your happy reality,

I'm in my hopelessness,

I wish you would think of me

Just once in your life,

If you want me to smile,

Then why not be gentle

And I can't wait to kill you

So you can haunt my mind

Like a miserable winter

Where everyone smiles,

Because they've got what I want

They've got what I don't,

And the snow is a murderer

Of who I once was.

Why can't I be a martyr

Of a heart that is pure?

I want to hold you in my arms,

And let you be the cure,

Of my miserable illness,

My velvet dreams,

My tainted vision,

Of what love means.

Love means I'm miserable

And love means I'm sane

Love cannot make up to me,

All of the pain,

Of a lonely heart beating,

all on its own

To live up to the drama,

It once thought was its own,

This song is for happiness.

This song is for peace,

This song is my own so I can't ever dream,

Your thoughts are not necessary,

My thoughts aren't my own,

They're my irrational illness

My Irrational disease,

That is smothering me softly,

Like a velvet dream,

Sleeping so calmly

With a nightmare inside,

I've woken up before,

I don't want to this time.