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I'll Wake up
a horrid dream
no one was around
my tears were laid out over my pillows as stains
the memories of why remain
all was crushing me too much
cut too deep
couldnt sleep
undercovers
know one to hold me
no one to say "its worth it"
me graspin on to my life
tryin to live it to its full capacity
im young , its not the end of the world
but im falling
uncontrollably screaming
anger keeps my voice silent
but my mouth still moves to make a sound
someone notice
ask me why
so I can act like nothings wrong
and believe no one cares
tellin myself lies
so I can hurt more than i need to
i can act like im meant to be alone
no one can love me
thats y im fallin
holding on to nuthin but air
but I'll wake up....
and he'll b right there
but i realize that was also apart of a fantasy
me needing him
and him being there for me
