I know its wrong...but i love you

he makes the fantasy in my mind bloom
kisses so passionate
I have to make room for more of a fairytale
dedicated to making me feel right always
loving me
in awe because never have I had this
never did someone want to know more of me than i showed
but hold on you
another did
the one that appears in my head while you passionately kiss me
the one who walks in and out of my life
like a ghost
I thought it was over
but its not
his kisses are not like yours
I don't remember them
he loved me
...I think he did
I loved him
I love him now
how is that so wrong
it feels so right but it hurts
hiding from you both
your passion  versus his recarnation in my mind
I can't keep it inside
Im losing more heart more pride
feeling the taste of deceit
so please....give me time
 

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feeling the present passion

feeling the present passion while powerful emotions based on distant memories compete. Yes, take all the time you need.