Im not ready ..does it matter

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Getting Through

you talk
i listen
no words
no thoughts
no yearnings
no taunts
no regrets
just your voice
ithe effect doesnt leave me w/ choice
i grew stronger
always was
now im blocking you becuz
it doesnt matter how i feel
i know what i deserve
cant say i dont miss you 
cant say i dont think about you
but i know what i am going to
im in a place of uncertainty
but my minds more bold than it will evr be
ask for my heart and i say i dnt know where it is
im not depending on it
why is evrything so complicated
but i cant change the past
not wanting anything to do with feeling
or even people
i wait til the rush is over
the pain sinks in
and i finally accept the past
then i realize
im not ready ...does it matter

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