Just a piece

My heart is racing

As your feet carry you to my front door

You ring the bell and

I can see you're in the proper attire

A black tuxedo with a rose tucked neatly into the pocket

Your eyes somehow seem to slide down my body

Taking in the pale green dress which fits every inch of me

(perfectly)

And I can only think that you're looking

(with dishonorable intentions)

Walk away and hold my hand

Tell me everything that I wish to hear

"You look so beautiful tonight, darling."

And you can pin the corsette over my breast

I feel your hunger preparing to pounce

And I realize it's too late to back out

Driving to the prom the conversation seems awkward

Yet, I keep on pushing

Hoping, and hoping, and hoping

That my conscious is wrong

Did I get lead down the same path again?

(fuck her and leave her)

Am I being viewed like I always am?

(you'll only ever be a piece of ass)

And so you lead me onto the dance floor

It seems romantic as the glitter is falling over us

Making us shimmer and shine underneath the light

But eventually the night comes to an end

And the tension piles up again in my stomach when

(you ask to get a hotel room)

It's the same thing again

And I find myself running away

And I kick off my shoes

Gathering more distance with my bare feet

Colliding with the gravel and making me bleed

Once I get home I can hear you behind me

And you know that you've failed

And all I can feel is a wave of regret



Is anyone ever going to value me for my brains instead of beauty?



                      I'm searching for love

                      Not lust, yet I  don't

                      Think I'll ever find it.





  (just another piece of ass)

  (just another piece of ass)





(fuck her and leave her)







And so, I challenge a man to find me

And to treat me sweetly and kiss away the pain and the scars

Wipe away the bruises with your hands

And kiss my neck with gentleman status





Please just don't hurt me like others have before.

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Evelyn...

You know that you are beautiful, and that someone will complete you one day. Just because your past boyfriend was an asshole doesn't mean that you have to give up.

"I lyk hav faith in u grl!"

Aha, well, I'll actually see you tomorrow. There's no point in saying this, since you'll probably read this years from now and think, "Hmm, I'm not seeing that loser Dave tomorrow."

Keep it up sweetheart.