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love's never meant to be
She called a few months back.
said that she wanted to see me again before i left...
i planned to move out of the country
like any interested party i aggreed to the meeting.
and a few weeks later she flew in and was there in front of
the words weren't easy to say...
but we knew there was a connection there.
we still had feelings for each other after years of not speaking.
and those were hard years... constantly wondering what the other is doing and if she stilll even cared.. and wondering why i still even though about her.
she told me she didnt want me to leave because she wanted to try again... this new came as a shock... ithought she moved on found a new life in the hills... but all the words that came out of her mouth were as sweet as the nape of her neck tasted....
needless to stay i stuck around waiting for this move back into mylife that happened late last year... nothing major just meets more talking a little groping and a lot of making out... and things felt good ... i felt at peace i felt good knowing the love of my life was willing to give it another chance...
and then silence... two weeks and counting... unaswered phone calls and meetings that were planned nthat never materielized...
and here i sit making excuses for on why she never called or said anything in the past two weeks...
when in all honesty i know the truth... or at least i have an idea...
i thought my first love would walk back into my life and the world would be fresh and grand again... and the last two weeks have been nothing but pain and misery...
i guess this love was never meant to be.
