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its hard not to care.

and its harder not to pour my heart out

its hard to say all those things that

run constantly through my mind

its hard not to tell you all the things you want to hear

over and over it comes in and wades out like a wave crashing to shore

the thought are intense and at the same time fleeting

but the thoughts and the memories are never gone.

some times i devise plans in my mind

no take them all back and make it a reality

but the i am left parinoid and abused

becuase part of me felt that way and part of me felt used

its hard not to care

but you did it so well for so long

ive learned new tricks

like how to look the other way

and stuff the feelings in side

and pretend the feelings i had,have died

its hard not to care

its hard to look the other way

im stuck in a place i thought id never be because

i thought this ocean of a memory had gone out to sea