Without You


I thought you were good for me
And you may haven’t been hurting
But you certainly weren’t helping.

All those nights I spent breathing you in,
Hell all the mornings and afternoons too.
Since I found you, you’ve been my best
Companion and I’m not sure what
That says about me, but it can’t be good.

The fact that I never ventured farther
With you, did something—anything
With you is not something I wanna hear.
I want to make you my excuse,
The reason I’m here or that

I act like this.

There’s more pain than I care for
In admitting I’d be worse off
Without you.

My independence is a fragile thing,
I’m so scared of shattering it.
Intimacy is alluring but I
Have trouble imagining it.
I don’t think even I would like me
Without you.

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