I want to seem strong in your eyes
My weakness hidden by a smile
You will never see my tears fall
Unless you are the pillow that I lay on at night
I pretend all the time
So ashamed to be myself
I fear that one day you will know me
And leave me behind
I would rather be alone
And patch up my own wounds
So you do not see them bleed
I do not want to be vulnerable
So I refuse to fall in love
A lonely life is what I choose.