Where did it go??

The sun used to shine on me,

there used to be a fluffily clouded sky.

I knew about something called happy.

I always knew just where I wanted to be.



That sun is gone,

replaced by night.

those clouds now carry low thunder,

I only know misery and fright

and I don't even recognize me.



Somewhere in between

something got forgotten and lost

the key to my soul

was replaced by a lock.



I can tell of the deep, dull crevice

I have let myself crawl into

but no one has asked.

If it were wished,

I would count the cold tears I've shed

but none of it would matter,

there would still be

the lost happy I don't remember

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