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There are days when I have no clue where you are

I sometimes question have I asked you into my life?

Have I given you my all? have I done anything right?



Cuz today so many things are going wrong

The past week has been a mess

And it's taring me down

I feel pulled in several different directions

and I don't know how much longer I can take this



I wonder about trust

and I wonder about love

I feel security with you

But sometimes I ask

Where are you?



I sit here and debate

the fights rattling my brain

I think of all the complexities you created

This earth filled with so much

Man what I would do

just to feel your touch



Somedays I wonder where the proof is

because I find myself constantly struggling

But I know the days you've spoken to me

Were the days things were lifted

and i was set free



But I find myself back into this fight again

And I wonder how can I truly be a christian?

Am I supposed to be showered in blessings?

Am I supposed to have this amazing feeling?

Lord aren't you supposed to overwhelm in me?



I'm just caught at this fork in the road

I just want to know, where I am to go

I'm pursuing God with all I got

But sometimes the fight is so hard

And my emotions get tied in a knot

Please help me figure this out

Cuz this is not how I want to live my life

I don't want to face this mess

I find myself in every now and then

I just want to trust in you

And come out a winner at the end