Pain and Heartache

I am stalked by evil me.

Always watching, constantly sneering.

"Give in and let me,

Take control it won't hurt."

I almost want to give in. 

To surrender to the stereotypes.

They expect much worse.

They want me to dabble in drugs.

They want me to fornicate.

But i refuse, and opt for the high road.

I want to be above

Uninfluenced by what surrounds me.

Sometimes I just want to let go.

To be wild and free

With no knowledge of consequences,

But I know these are false hopes.

I am stalked by evil me,

it is fighting for control.

But lately its getting stronger,

I won't stop fighting.