Dear Razor

  Dear Razor

  

   Hey its me again. I just wanted to write you and tell you how much you have helped me make my life a FUCKING mess.You are always there when i need you.But i dont want you to be there anymore.I cant take it.I need you to leave.I wish i never picked you up.I only did it cause of my mommy.She left me in the blue.And you were right there knowing what to do.I want my life back.I need to be happy.But i cant with you.You left your marks on my skin.I cant even where clothes that show your arms.Cause if i did they would know that i use you.And i would get sent away again.I dont want to go back there.It sucks.This is my plee.Please oh Sweet Razor Go away and bring on the happy day.That i wish to have.Think about it.As i take you for a ride up my arm and down my leg.Please i beg.

                       Love Always and Forever,

                              Kayla Lynn Hudson

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wish i could stop....:( its just so HARD

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ive felt like this so much... just wanting to stop cutting... wanting to get my life back without the razor controlling everything... but its to hard and i cant do it... i like this poem becuz i can relate to it so now im gonna read more of your poems..