Him But You

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love and stuff

I want to fall IN love with him.
Because I love him, I really do.
But it's hard to give him my whole heart,
When part still belongs to you.

He's more than I could ever want,
Everything I never had.
He loves me, cares, is always there,
And listens when I'm sad.

I don't want to love you.
Or still like you like that at all.
But I guess it's true that you never forget,
The first guy for whom you fall.

And I shouldn't be hurt when I have him,
And I shouldn't wish that I was her.
I love him even if I'm not in love.
So why am I so hurt?

Why am I still dreaming of you?
I have him so why is it you I miss?
Why do I long to be back in your arms,
When I feel comfertable in his?

Why do I feel heartbroken
When he isn't going anywhere?
Why do I often long for you instead,
When he's the one who loves and cares?

I don't know why I still feel this way.
Even if I didn't have him, I'd never have you.
I can't say that I'm IN love with him,
When I don't know if it is true.

I took a trip away from home,
Shouldn't I be thinking of him, not you?
I love him, but I can't get over it.
No matter what I do.

I want to fall IN love with him.
Because I love him, I really do.
But it's hard to give him my whole heart,
When part still belongs to you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

What's on my mind lately :/ feel free to comment on the quality. Dont give me advice, id appriciate it if u want to bt i dnt think I want to discuss the topic. I would like to know what u think of it as a poem though :)

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