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Shut Down
She's completely shut down
Wont talk
Wont eat
Wont do anything
Whats wrong with her?
Whats happening to her?
Whats going on in her head?
Will anyone understand if she explains?
Will they even stay to help and support her?
Will they laugh in her face
as she tears up and cuts?
Will they sit and talk behind her back
as she starves herself to death?
Will they forget her when she's admitted
in the mental hospital?
And will they move on when she dies from struggling?
Will they rememeber who she was
and how happy she was before she died inside?
Or will they get so caught up in their own lives
that they cant appreciate who she was?
Author's Notes/Comments:
I write when Im struggling and this is what Im doing right now 
My friends kinda left me in a time in need and Im just frustrated with people leaving me 
It takes time and yearning to
It takes time and yearning to connect our physical existence to our soul, and especially so during adolescence I think. You are so much more than what you think you are. I do not think it would have changed who I am today had I known the power of meditation when I was a teenager, but I am sure it would not have been near as difficult.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUS6YvucNo4&feature=youtu.be
...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
Thank you. Over time Ive been
Thank you. Over time Ive been finding ways to try to keep calm during worst case scenarios. One of my teachers is actually trying to get me into meditation when she found out about me struggling. But yeah its really hard. Only time will heal these scars