hopelessly searching

I find myself hopelessly searching for reason's
to love
wishing I could feel love the way it's portrayed
in fairy tales an romance books
a love that overcomes all the trials an tribulations
from a pauper to a king with the lovely queen
of hearts forever by his side ...kind of thing
disappointment is all love has given me
each time I was sure this was the one and never again
would I suffer through the cold nights alone
the queen of diamonds she is fluent in the art of deception
the truth is lost when she speak's with no solace
leaving a body stranded ,hopeless on the verge of suicidal
something is now dead inside of me
I can hear the laughing voices of the suicide kings
telling the one eyed jack's the bitch was at it again
I find myself hopelessly searching for reason's
a reason why I still see what was never there
why do I search for love in places it's never been

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm not sure where this came from / But It woke Me up a 3am Screaming to be wrote

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hopelessly searching

this woke you up at 3:00 am to be written, because you are a poet at heart.
The heart of a poet must be satisfied. why are you hopelessly searching?
because it is not easy to satisfy your heart. Why do you search in unknown
places for love? Because you are curious. Someday your princess will come, then
you will be fulfilled, and the wait will be over. you are a talented writer. hbw