My hatefull prayer

It's tough to explane the way my heart feels,

      You turned on love now me it kills.

Deprassion and pain is all I know,

      Emotion and love I can no longer show.

I feel I have died and wont be missed,

      I have felt like this scince the last time we kissed.

I cry at night,during the day I fake happy,

      I believed that you loved me and everything sappy.

Not once not twice but thirteen times you cheated,

      you didnt talk you just beated.

emotionally, physically and mentally put down,

      well geuss what fucker now I wear the crown.

In my heart you still exsist,

      and soon one day you'll see i'm missed.

A love once real that felt so true,

      Now I want you to die I fucking hate you.

Stop the games I wont come back,

      I wont turn around I wont let myself slack.

A life on my own with no you involved,

      In my eyes you ass hole you have dissolved.

You can move on now nothing left for you here,

      You say I'm ugly well look in the mirror.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem is dedicated to Bret Hansen for after three years of being together and saying I love you he proposed than  cheated on me and now is dating the girl he cheated on me with I have so much love for him yet so much hate is that possible??

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ummm.What's picture

Great Job, I love the emotion

Great Job, I love the emotion in it!

Sue Mceachern's picture

only time will heal your heart. hes a cheater u dont need him . u will find someone whose dedicated and wont cheat. it takes a boy to cheat but takes a real man to love u and be dedicated to u and take care of u with out looking back. remember having a sack of balls and a penis only makes them a male it doesnt make them a man.