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       I wait for a phone call but there  is no ring,



     How could I get myself into this thing.



           I said I loved you and scared you away,



     No matter how much I want you to stay .



             It's all confusing I dont understand,

  

     Why I want you to leave but hold my hand.



   I want you to die but I want your love,

  



    The love of a fairy tale every girl dreams of.



      Why did you lie and not even care,



     The love I felt was all I could bare.



            Your little girl so soft and sweet ,



   why cant that little girl only be me.





    Take me away and never let go,



   Dont touch me I hate you I want you to know.



  But then again close by my bed is where I want you to sleep,



The love for you Is not that deep .



       we can get through this I have no doubts,



but all I hear is screams and shouts.



                  I want you to die but I want you stay,

do not leave no matter the day.



            A love is deep a love is strong,



Why am I singing this stupid song.



         Im just an idiot for belieaving your lies,



so let go now lets say our good bye's.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

12-16-2003        Life brings us hard times and when we are down on our knees and want to give up
    We have to be strong. I have had a tough life but I stand proud of the person I am today and
     I have my parents, family, Friends, and all my supporters. My ex boyfrirends and depression
     Strike my writing sometimes having a good boy friend (like that ever happens). Will also strike
     My writing I want to thank every one who belieaved in me and every one who didnt belieave in me the most. They are the ones that made me push myself into making me belieave I could do it!!!!    Thank you and god bless...

I am so happy for every one who has been in my life and who is now in my life
for all your support I love you all!!!!!!!!
thank you  and to bret Hansen this poem is for you for all the complications that we have made it through

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©28 February 2004 - 4:49am — cutegurl1316
19 February 2009 - 10:13am — Afzal Shauq (not verified)
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really a good poet you are,,,read few poems ..liked them specially this one..intersting , heart catchy idea and impressive..hope you go through my poems too and do comments..I am peace wisher poet with 6 books and believe in love for all and peace....here is my famous say for peace...((( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with..afzal shauq )))