Stay Lonely

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To My Friend(s)

13 years gone by

You still call yourself a friend

But because of all the shit we've been through

I'm calling it the end

You've betrayed our bond

You've stolen, you've lied

For years you've caused me pain

So many nights I've cried

I miss the woman

That you used to be

So strong and dedicated

Beautiful and happy

Drugs have taken over

And you're no longer the same

You're ate up and ugly

But you say Eddie is to blame

He left you- get over it

He doesn't love you anymore

Stop and look at yourself

You're a bitch and a whore

You've stolen from me

Your best friend in the world

Remember me?

The one you call your girl

I've talked shit about you

And yes, you've heard it too

But think of all the bullshit

That you've put me through

I'm suppose to have trust

In my very best friend

You're suppose to have my back

Til the very end

Instead you fuck the guy

That I'm getting to know

But what do I expect

From a tweakin ass hoe?

You hang out with my man

But you never tell me

Maybe you were hoping

He'd give you dope for free

You got what you deserve

You got got and you're broke

The whole time anyway

People's been thinkin you're a joke

You think they don't know

That you're a dope head?

Do you think you look cute

Walkin around like you're dead?

You look so unhealthy

But you think you look cool

You move around like you're crazy

You look like a fool

Instead of crushing rocks

On that mirror tonight

Take a look at yourself

You need to get right

You yell at your kids

You have no patience at all

You scream in my ear

Everytime that I call

I can't stand to be around you

It's been that way for a while

But instead of telling you

I just fake a smile

But I can't hide it anymore

You have to know the real

SO i'm writing this to you

So you know how I feel

I'm done being your friend

Because you're not one to me

Maybe I'll see ya sometime

Hey bitch- stay lonely.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For Rachel.

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First of all you sound like a female who mistakes sex for love and when u said u SHOULD'VE told her u didn't like it, maybe ur jealous and have been what we call in my hood a undecided b!tch, but hey to each his own. U sound as f-up as that bitch ya poem is about, ya'll probably fat and not to mension ugly so that may explain why ur trippin so hard. Chill it ain't that serious. If u need some d!ck in ya life, just holla at ya boy. Rico ( Sauve B!tch)!!!!!