living a lie

im living a lie

and the more i try

i start to cry

and feel that i should die

nobody cares

if i shed tears

life is my biggest fear

and i hope the end is near

i lay awake at night

holding my pillow real tight

with all my might

wishing i could have u

hoping my dreams will come true

wanting to start over new

and wondering if u feel the same way i do

at night i stay awake

thinking about how my life is fake

remembering how much i give and dont take

then yell at myself sayin for god sake

just get over it

im tired of this shit

i need to sit

b4 i throw a fit

because i want u

and cant have u

and wish u felt the same way i do

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Thanks for your comment on 'Breaking Down'. I decided to come around and check out yours and I like this one. Good Job.

-Fuzzy