for life

We were so good, like it should,
friends forever, right?
remember that’s what you said we would…
Now look at us so torn,
im so alone.
I wanna erase the past and move on,
I wanna forget we were friends for so long,
I wanna look at you and look beyond,
I wanna forget everything that keeps me holding on

but every time I think there a change, a sunny day,
feel the rain go away,
something to take this pain away,
anything to bring me back to those days...
I feel the shade rolling in,
I see the things I believed in,
were all lies from the beginning,
all so fake babe, cuz u lied again…

Now we fall back in to this routine,
I believe all the lies you weaving for me,
cuz for some reason I wana believe in you and you don’t wanna believe me
So when I hear stories from them,
a lil bit of me dies within,
cuz I miss the you you used to be,
I wonder how this came to be, and honestly...
it kills to watch you fade away...

The shining star, the brightest one,
so much potential, so influential,
so wish you could see how quintessential you were…
Look at us now,
we used to be inseparable,
force not to be reckoned,
disappearing within seconds,
everything is fading and blackened,

We tried, but was it worth the trouble now I cant decide,
was it worth the tears, that we both cried,
was it worth the time when we tried... and was it worth the lies cuz we both lied!
… Is it still worth it, if we put all that aside?

Ride or die, remember that?
One single fight, remember that?
Lets never fight, I don’t care whos right, I don’t want you without my side..
...Remember that?
Maid of honour when I m the bride,
got your back even if you don’t get mine.. Please remember that …
Friends forever right? Remember that!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i guess this is my way of venting about things/people that are messing with my head.

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Letgetgo's picture

Honest and sincere. Very rare

Honest and sincere. Very rare when so emotional to see both sides so clearly. Sometimes my poetry is the beginning of being able to process these raw feelings. Hope this helped you!

facethetruth2b's picture

Freindship is a strong bond,

Freindship is a strong bond, your friend will come back ...It takes the bigger person to speak up first and to rekindle that friendship..Hpe all works out in your favor and you get your compadre back.....


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

craziiseciicooll's picture

the thing is im the one that

the thing is im the one that distanced her. i felt like after all these years of being there fir her, she wasnt there for me when i needed her. but it still sucked, n i miss that bond, bu u live n u learn right?