Words to Understand, But Not to be Spoken

Maybe there should be a chance, maybe everything should make sense like the way I take risks. I do them because it makes me feel alive, standing around waiting for the consequences of my actions to hit is far too uninteresting. I live for a moment that has yet to happen. I look for an open door in a barred down hallway. I want to show, I want to show my potential by smashing through these walls, these barriers that have been up for far too long. Let me take a risk, let me do things no one thought I would do because I am the way I am. I am the mirror of your friends, I am what you think me to be only because its easier for you to understand. Only a few people can unlock the true me, and they don't care exactly why I am the way I am in front of different people but lets not conceal your judgements because it makes it easier to improve on ones self. I have four words in my vocabulary: anger, frusteration, tempermental, and rage. I am the standing words that everyone likes to read. I can be your best friend because I envy you, or I can be your worst nightmare because you remind me of myself. I can't show you the true potential because everything is dim and pointless. I can speak to you if you want me to but I have no reason to continue, I dont like the way you think sometimes because its too simplistic and everything I do is so much more serious and complex. Dont give me your sympathies because frankly, they are less then believeable. If you see me in a crowd, please feel free to talk to me, but don't wait for me to speak with baited breath because you will lose your oxygen waiting and fall to the inevitable.

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I feel bad about writing this but, sometimes people are annoying

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