Exhumed

Anger has to rear it's head sometimes...











Been burying my bitterness in a shallow ass grave

It's not deep at all so I'm about to  tomb raid

The last couple years been in yesterdays haze

I want to murder my memory

Just set those days ablaze



For revenge sometimes I crave only my pens my blade

The quake within can set off tsunami type waves

Mami be afraid because of the bed you made

In your Life I hope Karma parades

What you sowed will be paid

In my mind you was the master and I was slave

Still caught up in all of yours chains

So a bad relationship was paved

Out of my heart of cement, you see she lingered and stayed

Haven't been the same since, myself I haven't forgave

Lord I need your aid, in this hurt cycle abyss

Lost a good woman fretting over this bum ass bitch

Tossed out a good something, over this trick I missed

Now I'm missing and another one...  will another come?

Build another one but lord I can't do it like this

I need to get my shit together cause inside I'm still pissed

My tolerance is low for fake fuckers for real

Reformed sucker for real, sometimes nothing I feel

What's bottled  I want to kill, The past is some

Salt in a wound that won't heal

Just want to peel a deceased waste of time, a dead carcass

For years I verbally bled, yes I mentally fought this

Here’s a fuck you forever, baby you trapped in time

You cost me a good girl, so your death is in these lines...



Little change up boy Oh don't think I forgot about you

I like to give a shout to my wishy washy nephew

Even though I love to see you fall, I hope God bless you

I say that begrudgingly, cause all your loyalty left

Down to Atl you crawl and crept

A lil boy trying to run a marathon

Before steps

You’re gonna learn about loyalty, and the lessons immense

You see Hoes that make quick moves, just have to get pimped

I went all out for you to the furthest length

Don't want to bring up the past, but you need a dose of that tense

You was an off rhythm fat boy when I took you under my wing

I could have left you in the dark, I didn't have to do a thing

Since you are fam I gave you beats , flow and Knowledge

Oh know you think ready for the draft?

You aint even finish community college

I recorded, mixed, mastered you for free

You know I'm hardly acknowledged

Boy you still a student from being teacher and scholar

I guess as obesity plagues my wallet, that's when you'll holla

Lil nigga lose a lil weight and become to cute for me

Yo can you imagine when you can't even give someone beats for free?

You see I think he despised the fact of the shadow I cast

I guess you wanted to step out, finally at last

After all the work I do, To get you to the place you at

You show no kind of love, shorty you real wack

But you'll learn when that demo continues to get tossed

You can be a private for free, got to pay the cost to be the boss

You think someone is gonna take their precious time and give you game

Think again nephew, you should've used your brain

Stayed in the nest just for a lil bit longer

One more year you would've been a whole lot stronger

Invested in you I really did from my heart

You changing up really tore me apart

You still my family, but my door of knowledge is closed

Enjoy Atl shawty, see if you get something free from the pros

So go wish wash along, all I got for you is a hug and what's up

Same people I see going down I'll see going up.





Been burying my bitterness in a shallow ass grave

It's not deep at all so I'm about to tomb raid

The last couple years I've been in yesterdays haze

I want to murder my memory

Just set those days ablaze



To bitterness can no longer be a slave

These shackles I have to break... away



You know that first part isn't about you Tiff.

I hope you know that. It's about Madolyn.

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