Nowhere fast

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Confusion

accusations hurl and beneath the defensiveness your mask starts to slip,

it's clear you care more about being right than how i feel when we fight.

 

say all the things i never thought you would,

lines get crossed, an insincere apology given

the next day.

 

all i want is a reason to hold on,

or a better solution than walking away.

 

king of mixed signals, hot and cold;

i'm exhausted from the push and pull.

endless tests and being talked down to,

emotional whiplash whenever it suits you.

 

i don't have any more answers or words to give,

so many more i could never say, 

it's not like i can trust you with them anyway.

 

my depth perception is flawed,

a lesson painfully learned.

i flew so high, almost touched a star,

how steep the fall from that height,

but gravity has to kick in sometime.

 

crash landed and my world's burning,

as you light another match.

do i put it out or is it futile,

am i just getting nowhere fast?

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elliot_jordan2003's picture

Thanks for sharing.

I love how you made the visualization seem so real. Nicely done catching the audience and engaging in your writing.

Pungus's picture

Your words blur the gaps

Your words blur the gaps between radio silence and surrender to the soul: no longer am I part of an audience but the one being directly spoken to.


peace, pot, tequila shot

Jesus loves us, stoned or not

ramonathompsont's picture

powerful and moving piece.

powerful and moving piece. sometimes the hardest lesson to learn is when to just let go and walk away. well written!