Giving Up

Inspired by CHAR

I'm so depressed; since I lost you,
I don't care about anything, including me too.
and this would make most even sadder
Like our friendship, my health doesn't matter.
why go to the doctor and get well
Go through the treatment, that will be he'll.
If your not there, inspiring me
whats the point, I fail to see...
but I or our friendship wasn't worth the time
I was never your dearest friend, tho you were mine.
You took advantage, and didn't appreciate
the way you treated me, wasnt that great!
You pretended love, to get your way
games with me, you didn't need to play.
Anything you wanted, was my honor to grant
but being open and honest, you; just can't!
So my life has no reason or meaning
to have you in my life, am I dreaming?
I've had a good life, so I'll end the hurt
I give up, just place me in the dirt.
I wont seek to try and get well
without you, my life I'll be living hell!
So I say to you my last goodbye
To talk me out of it,  please don't try
Remember I'll love you unti my death

And I'll say your name with my last breath.

©Paul (Chrywizard) Posney 08/23/17

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written in regards to a dear friend

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