Written in 2007... this was written when husband number 3 left me... I believed we were soul mates and nothing could ever come between us... I was wrong... I'd spent 8 years married to him, shut away from the world, essentially part of his little cult, so when he left me I was devastated. I didn't know how to function in society anymore and did everything I could to try and fix things... and when that failed I believed I was cursed to be eternally alone... took me 7 years and another failed marriage to get past that...
