I Wonder Why

As the seasons change it seems we to change

Growing farther and farther apart

Going our own ways

Choosing different paths

But what about us?

I thought it was meant to be.

Forever and ever

But no, now I'm crying and every tear I cry if for you my love.

I can't get over you.

I said I would

Said I'd move on

But I can't, I can't get over the love you had for me all throughout the years

We were so much like one another but then things changed

You left and I got worried about you

You never said goodbye, I'll be back

I had to go looking, looking for months on end

Even crying myself to sleep at night

So what happened?

Do I mean nothing to you anymore?

Does she make you happy?

Do I even mean anything to you anymore?

Do you think of me like I do you?

Do you cry for me like I do you?

Whatever happened to the plans we made

The many promises

Saying you would never leave me

Never hurt me the way he did

But now when I need you the most

When I'm hurting inside because I CAN'T get over you

Your no were to be found

So was it all just a lie?

Did you even care for me like you said you did?

Did you mean it when you said you loved me?

Wanted to be with me forever?

Have a family?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem was writen on December 6, 2010.

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S74rw4rd's picture

All too real

Having experienced something of the same this past December, I can attest to the excruciating reality of your words. You describe the pain well, giving words to what many must bear in silence because they can find now words for it. 


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